You're only given a little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it. - Robin Williams

Hmm, the way life has been lately, my spark is turning into a wildfire. I've had so much to do lately for school and all, and my level of sanity (such as it was) is getting dangerously low. The surprising thing is, I really don't feel all the stressed or nervous about anything. I've come to the conclusion that the school year is coming to a close, I've done my best, and all i have left to do id continue that work until the year really is done.

One thing that has been stressing me a bit is my French class. I've had so much work to do for that class it's been maddening. IN the last few weeks we've had multiple tests, one very large project (which I spent a total of ten hours working on) and next week we have oral interviews. I'm so sick of that entire language I could just scream. After my oral interview I plan on completely purging my brain of any knowledge of the French language. I will enjoy that very much.

But above all else, the thing I have been most worried about is my audition for Expressions this Tuesday. Expressions is the highest choir you can be in at RHS. The size is limited to 16 members, two to each section, and it's quite hard to get in. I've wanted to be in this choir since I first heard about it, and now's my chance. I really want to get in, and I think I have pretty good chances, but I'm still nervous. It helps that all of the altos are graduating this year, so there's plenty of room for me, and it also helps that (unlike many members of choir) I can read music. People I know who are in Expressions have been encouraging me and saying I have a really good voice and have a good shot at getting in, but I'm still nervous. I hope this works out...

I'm so glad we have a three day weekend. I've been so busy lately, I finally have some time to catch up on stuff I've been meaning to do like study, clean my room, figure out what's been going on with me lately, devise a plan of action for these next few weeks...

This is gonna be fun...